Heather's poems
DARLING

Sweet face
Eyes down like crescent slivers
Of negative moon on a dusty sky
You are shapes and you are shades
And you are traces of things not found
Elsewhere in life
Shadows not cast by form
And dreams not hinged on sleep
Your thoughts are weighted by stones
To the bottoms of pools
Out of the way of eyes
And safe from dragons
But treasures
To little fish like me

-Heather K. Dooley
23 March 1999

I gather up my butterflies...

I gather up my butterflies
into my fist
and shove them in my notebook
half-wings fluttering and sweaty
and I slam the cover on them
but they don't cry
they just settle their wings
and tuck their imaginary heads
like gray doves in the snow
and I love them so much
but I don't let them know

-Heather K. Dooley
27 January 1999

Structure

My drafts and their devices
They remind me of plants
with chlorophyll veins
like the veins in babies' wrists
if babies were light green
like infant aliens
with skin like the stems of Touch-Me-Nots
she says Your poems are really poems
and mine are just like thoughts
but she's writing amoebas
in her car
with her daughter
and her bumperstickers, she writes
I love
and like love, I am here
and like here, I want to leave
and she comes and goes
like a tide of ocean with no structure
and no veins

-Heather K. Dooley
16 February 1999


SUGAR PILL

From truck stops in the middle of the cold night
She thinks of pouring sugar down her throat before
bedtime
Ruby-throated good night girl
Tiny script like her grandmother's
Parlor rugs,
Satin pillows,
This sugary glass,
And all these rooms like canaries -
Not yellow, but *lucid.*

Whispering through the house
The door that never completely closes
Her darling is off somewhere in love
A mystery to her
She smiles, shakes her head
All this love (and gasoline)
It's enough to take you places.

She trips on the rug
Knows what she's never quite said
Writing before bed
In a hard-backed book
Printed with bugs and butterflies
(It's what girls think is pretty these days.)
She listens at a door
To one asleep
Alone in a narrow box
She always stops too soon
How good it would be to speak again
A smile and a lifting of the chin
Forward through the rooms.

~~(c) Heather K. Dooley
13 November 1999


THE HARP

Is there a side of her lovely face
That she thinks is better than the other?

It doesn't matter - people are round;
If I played the harp. . .

If you didn't, what would you do?

I don't play the harp.

What do you do?

I - Listen, I dance in the hollows,
In the storms when the rain comes and scares me
Then it says, "It's only me."

The rain *says* that to you?

My mom taught me;
I'm not ashamed.
Then in the barn the horses chew the hay
And the light shines out;
It's just like home.

But you don't play the harp?

No, I don't play the harp
But some people do,
And that's important to me.

~~(c) Heather K. Dooley
17 October 1999



back to the front
OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL

People wander onto stage
Like dry leaves
And say their parts
And wonder on their way.

Yes, God, I listened
I will be here at the close of day.

~~c Heather K. Dooley
02 December 1999